反反复复地听着这首歌，我常常真心地希望antony的生命中能有一个男人，来真心的爱他，给他温暖的庇护。
antony既不是一个英俊的男人，也无幸成为一个他所期望的美丽的女人，所以他的歌中满是期望和迷茫（“One day I grow up, be a beautiful woman One day I grow up, be a beautiful girl”），但他在我看来，却有一种非常纯净的女人的温柔气质，似是一个宁静的小村庄里的母亲。
按照我以前的看法，要是做GAY，长得美丽点，也就支持了。但是其貌不扬肥肥胖胖的antony却带给我难以释怀的感动和理解。
antony.jpg 这张专辑的封面是candy darliny，虽然他短暂的一生混乱不堪，但他确是antony内心永远的情结。
附： Hope there's someone
歌手：antony and the johnsons 专辑：i am a bird now
Hope there's someone
Who'll take care of me
When I die, will I go
Hope there's someone
Who'll set my heart free
Nice to hold when I'm tired
There's a ghost on the horizon
When I go to bed
How can I fall asleep at night
How will I rest my head
Oh I'm scared of the middle place
Between light and nowhere
I don't want to be the one
Left in there, left in there
There's a man on the horizon
Wish that I'd go to bed
If I fall to his feet tonight
Will allow rest my head
So here's hoping I will not drown
Or paralyze in light
And godsend I don't want to go
To the seal's watershed
Hope there's someone
Who'll take care of me
When I die, Will I go
Hope there's someone
Who'll set my heart free
Nice to hold when I'm tired
