The great love I have so far expressed for you
is false. And now I feel that my dislike for you
increase every day, and the more I see you
the more disgusting you appear in my eyes;
the more I feel I cannot but determined to
hate you. Believe me, I never had the intention to
offer you my hand and heart. Our last conversation has
left on me such a bad impression, which has by no means
given me a very good opinion of your character.
Yes madam, I hope you will do me a favor by avoiding me.
If ever we are married I shall experience noting but the
deep hatred of my parents in addition to an everlasting dis-
pleasure of living with you. Yes, madam, I sincerely ask you
not to put yourself to the smallest trouble
to write me an answer. Goodbye, and believe me that I am
so opposed to you there is no reason why I should ever be, Madam.
your affectionate lover till death.