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Welcome to This I Believe, an NPR series presenting the personal philosophies of remarkable men and women from all walks of life.

From NPR News, this is weekend edition. I m Rean Sathori.

I believe in mystery.
I believe in family.
I believe in being who I am.
I believe in the power of failure.
And I believe normal life is extraordinary.
This I Believe.

Our This I Believe essay two weeks ago came from Israeli-born Tamar Duke-Cohan of Massachusets,she spoke of her belief in arguement and debate,this week we have an essay from Palestinian-born Terry Ahwal of Detroit,she works at the Rehabilitation Institute of Michigan,she also teaches non-violent communication,here is our series curator, independent producer Jay Allison.

Terry Ahwal says the teaching non-violent communication allows her to see the goodness in human beings,when she decided to sit down and write an essay for This I Believe,she had no hesitation about her subject,her belief has been a driving force in her life, and she thinks about it every day.Here is Terry Ahwal with her essay for This I Believe.

I believe in fighting fear,when I was 11 years old,and living under the Israeli occupation, I took a chance and after curfew I went to visit my grandmother who lived two blocks away from us. On the road, I had to hide under a truck to avoid soldiers who were coming my way. For 20 minutes I lay there in utter fear watching their boots walk back and forth in front of the truck,my heart was pounding so fast and loud that I was afraid one of the soldiers would hear it and I would be killed instantly.

To calm myself, I started begging God to take mercy on me and save me from these men and their guns. I remembered the words of my mother after Israeli soldiers beat my father,she told us to put our fear and anger aside and pray for the poor soldiers, who were also afraid because they were away from their homes in Israel. I began to feel bad for the soldirers. I wondered, where do they sleep,and are they afraid of little children like me? what kind of food do they eat? do they have big or small families? Their voices began to remind me of my neighbors,my fear disappeared a bit as I pictured the soldiers as people I knew.

Although my 20 minutes under the truck seemed like an eternity, I believe that shedding my fear literally saved my life. 36 years later i look around and I see another kind of devastation created by fear. I saw the collapse of my city, Detroit, when so many white people fled the city out of fear. After 911 , the Arabian Muslim community segregated themselves because of the level of suspicion directed at them from others.fear of association because of ethnicity led many to retreat within themselves and their community,they stopped socializing with non-Arab Muslim colleagues and neighbors,once again, we allow differences to separate us because / fear.

When I was hiding under that truck, if my terror had made me lose control and I had started to cry, the jittery soldiers might have pulled the trigger because of their own fears,thank God I lived to wonder about this, I understood as a child that fear can be deadly.

I believe it is fear we should be fighting not the other,we all belong to the same human tribe,that kinship supersedes our difference. We are all soldiers patrolling the road, and we're all little children hiding under the truck.

Terry Ahwal with her essay for This I Believe. Ahwal told us that her husband's family is Jewish,and that thanksgiving in their household is a mix of Jews and Arabs,coming / together with no one easiness. Our invitation to write for this essay is open to everyone,at NPR.ORG/THISIBELIEVE,you can find out more, and read all the essays from the past two and a half years, plus the tens of thousands that have been sumitted,For This I Believe I'm Jay Allison.

Jay Allison is the co-editor with Dan Gediman, John Gregory, and Viki Merrick of the book ,This I Believe, / the personal philosophies of remarkable men and women . A week from tomorrow on All Things Considered, psychologist Barbara Held of Brunswick Maine, tells us why she believes in not always looking on the bright side.

Support for This I Believe comes from Prudential Retirement.

This I Believe is produced for NPR by This I Believe Incorporated and Atlantic Public Media. For more essays in the series, please visit NPR. org/thisibelieve.

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